Sometimes I feel like I live by myself. I hardly ever see my mom. When I get home from school she's napping before work. When I have work or volunteering, I don't see her till the next morning and that's not even for a split second... Now my dad on the other hand, he's usually downstairs watching t.v. and I'm upstairs when I'm doing homework. And I don't really talk to him as much anymore because he sleeps like super early. And by early I mean 9PM, if not 930? It makes me sad how my "family" isn't much of a "family" anymore.

The thing that I really miss the most is family dinner. We haven't had a REAL family dinner since sixth grade. Almost five years ago! Five fucken years?!? I mean is it really that hard to just sit down and  eat together? The only time we actually sit down and eat together is on holidays and that's not even my family alone, that's with everyone else as well. I just miss the times when we were a "real" family. But yeah just needed to get that off my chest. Sorry if it doesn't floww or whatever.

Anyways, I got a job =) Don't need to ask my parents for money anymore now! Woohoo and my training is tmr! I'm excited but a little nervous. Tell you how it goes.