So today I stayed after school today to get math help and Anthony decide to stay with me. His math teacher helped me because my teacher isn't a very good teacher. Anyways we spent a like an hour together ? And I realized that I miss spending time with that kid, whether its laying down and doing nothing or watching youtube vids together. I just miss being around him and his presences. Ever since we broke up, I haven't hung out with him.. It it makes me sad how we're no longer as close to each other as we were before...
Winter break is coming up and I just have the feeling that we're gunna be even more further apart. Winter break is when we're "suppose" to hang out and bond, but I think it's when we become even MORE distances with each other.
Sometimes I feel like you don't even try to make this friendship work... Just had to get that off my chest ! Now I feel a little better about the situation. Anyways I'ma go take a nap and do homework !